hey....havent written in a while sorry about that. my life isnt really that exciting...today pretty much sucked..here we go..get comfortable...
    first off on sunday i had to go to the ER because my eyes were killing me and puffy and red, then found out i had pink eye, GREAT! so im suffering from that and allergies and everything, i look like ive been crying for 10 years straight. so today i went to the regular doc and got a shot. yey. 
    latley things have been going good with jason, we had a few issues, out of the blue for no reason....but i think things are pretty much cleared up.  he just needed time to realize some things...but i think it just strengthened things between us. Im glad. love is a beautiful thing, i love feeling like i can depend on someone. everyone is so half ass these days... it feels really good to get things out...on a happier note, this weekend should be a good time. thurs. we get out early and im hanging out with the girls...then friday night and saturday should be fun as well...:)  jason says he has a suprise for me..im SO excited to find out what it could be!! another thing, i was asked to prom, by andrew h. i said yes, i think it should be fun.  My dress is the hottest thing. its perfect! i'm waiting for it to come in the mail...:) anyways, summer is just around the corner and i know it's going to be a good one...just have that feeling.  hmm lifeguard training sucks, the womans a bitch and i hate having to get up early and stay so late..oh well i guess it's worth it when i get job...and a good tan.. well i guess i'll stop going on and on. until next time......

a.m

Well Is it still me that makes you sweat?
am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Well Then think of what you did. And I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch...a better fuck
than any boy you'll ever meet. Sweetie you had me.
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? no no no you know it will always just be..me
Let's get those teen hearts beating. Faster faster!
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls:
will you dance to this beat- and hold a lover close?
Now I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus!
In case I lost my train of thought where was it that we last left off ?
lets pick up pick up
Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part...
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
Well then think of what you did. and how I hope to god he was worth it
For that I'm very sorry love... and though you may have butchered us...
I sure hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
(besides) did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?


just thought i would share my favorite song, as of today, that is haha...well this weekend has started off well.. i found 17 dollars in my old wallet. how exciting!! anyways, i think were buying a new house soon. the new ones over by the hospital...its really nice, i like it so much and im sooo excited! tontie im hanging out with jenny and whoever else. we dont know what we'll do yet but hopefully we find something fun..
tuesday, i got my hair highlighted, i like it a lot. i need to get a new pic on here...
dance is going okay, we have a competition in lees summit next saturday...im so nervous..


am

hey i'm at brittany's right now. we're just hanging out having a great time..jason is here too, yey! tonite we had a game and we preformed a dance that ashley, jakes sister, made for us.. it was cool, i liked it. i hope we all did okay.  theres not much going on tonite really, were watching remember the titans right now and maybe war of the worlds later. tomorrow im going out to eat for cheres 16th bday..im excited. i just dont know what to get her for her bday.
tomorrow we are dancing at the marshall wresteling tourney...that should be fun! our dance is to a song called hey biddy...its pretty cool. school sucks major this year and i can not wait until summer time gets here, geeeez hurry up.
see ya..

amenz

wow i cant believe its christmas eve. we opened our presents tonight for a change. it feels weird opening them early. i got a lot of scrap booking stuff, and pj's and a new vanity. i got fantasy by britney spears :) i love it.
 jason got me a stage gift card and a really pretty necklace:) he's so sweet.. hmm....one month today
anyways, im at my grandma and grandpas house right now, were going home tomrorow.
cHrIsTmAs BrEaK is going quick it seems like. i can't wait until new years eve. its always a fun time bringing in the new year..
cheers!